life is good. and i'm having fun.
vin.penny
life is good. and i'm having fun.
vin.penny
so instead of doing my project (i was asked to do ten... yes, ten... self-portraits in wash) i end up reading my old xanga entries. 7 years of blogging is a lot to go through. but after reading a couple of entries, so many things are different, so many the same. but mostly the same. but not. i don't know. my pool of close friends is getting smaller and smaller each year. i'm hopeful, yet anxious after i'm done in the summer. i just need to concentrate and make the most of the last experiences i've had while at irvine. since last year, i've always felt an urgency and rush to get out of college because, well, it's about time. but now, i think i'm gonna miss it.
tuesday's coming up... i can't wait. i heart tuesdays and the drama it sometimes brings. all the time.
i used to make some somewhat meaningful and funny posts but i'm just so rusty. in fact, i've run out of things to say. i don't know, "betty crocker"?
or, how about i post a survey that i've been doing every 2 years. brown is 4 years ago, blue is 2 years ago, and black is now
SOCIAL LIFE...
[o1.Best friend] yes no i don't know
[o2.Boyfriend/Girlfriend] no yup, still single
[o3.Current crush] no yes yeah...
[o4. Hobbies] listening to music, playing around w/ computers, watchin' tv/movies, just chillin. music, computer design, reading looking at fancy schmancy architectural magazines, and possibly in the future, learning how to knit. music, design, pretending to knit, wishing i could cook.
[o5. Are you timely or always late] usually on time i take my time now i wake up at 701am. the "1" is important
[o6. Do You Have A Job] no, but i need one... please? if by job, you mean getting a $75 stipend, then yes.
[o7. Do You Like Being Around People] oh fo sho sometimes. i really don't mind having time by myself i can't decide anymore
STUFF...
[o1. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with] yup... won't divulge into those details i take that back. i guess i'm not quite sure what love is anymore no. but that's still a tricky question
[o2. Have you ever cried over someone of the opposite sex] yea
[o3. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after] not really... i have pretty chill standards the last entry kinda puts it into perspective: practical, funny, religious not really... i have pretty chill standards
[o4. Want someone you don't have right now] no, but yes... this could also mean i have a crush, right? soooo... kinda. yes, but there's always time for other things. yes.
[o5. Ever afraid you'll never get married] not yet yes yes
[o6. Do you want to get married] yea not sure. yes. soon. hopefully.
[o7. Do you want kids] sorta yes. i need to get married first.
FAVORITE...
[o1. Room in house] living room/patio it's a tie b/t the kitchen and bedroom the room that holds my computer, vinpenny.mac
[o2. Artist] that question is too hard. currently, its bosscheart. whoever thought that flowers can be so complex? who the fuck is bosscheart? that was such a horrible answer. anyway, i'm gonna have to go with shirin neshat.
[o3. Song] that question is also hard. mae, someone else's arms difficult question, so i'll just arbitrarily choose the most played song in my itunes: nujabes, a day by atmosphere supreme
[o4. Memory] experiences with spop/sierra/puso being stuck in san luis obispo with no one to talk to. having an overwhelming sense of lonliness... it's my favorite because that event started changing my life.
[o5. Day of the week] thursday monday (woot c&c) tuesday
[o6. Colors] orange, blue, brown blue and purple green and purple and sometimes a dark red
[o7. Flower] orchids
[o8. Month] may... its when all the fun stuff begins the "month" between thanksgiving and christmas
[o9. Season] winter spring winter
[1o. Location for dates] ehh... i've had a lot of thought about this one, so when the time comes around, the date will be pleasantly surprised *she. stupid typos.
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
[o1. Cried] yea no no
[o2. Bought something] yea no no
[o3. Gotten sick] yea
[o4. Sang] yea
[o5. Said I Love You] no yes... i've learned love has so many different meanings in the english language.
[o6. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] no yes. that's something i haven't changed.
[o7. Met someone new] yea
[o8. Moved on] no yes no
[o9. Talked to someone] yea
[1o. Had a serious talk] yea no yes
[11. Missed someone] yea when don't i?
[12. Hugged someone] YEAH! i love hugs
[13. Kissed someone] on the lips? no. european air kisses are so hot right now no
[14. Fought with your parents] no
[15. Dreamed about someone you can't be with] yea
[16. Had a lot of sleep] i'm catching up somewhat stuff happens. projects suck.
[17. Wanted this survey to be over] no i've had to manually type all my 2 year answers all over again... so yeah, kinda.
HAVE YOU EVER...
[o1. Gone a week w/o shaving] yeah... i'm hairless. just check out my arms/legs...
[o2. Didn't wash your hair for a week] yeah... i wish i hadn't
[o3. Broken something valuable] yea
[o4. Thought you were in love] yea
[o5. Streaked the streets] haha... yea
[o6. Screamed at someone for no reason] yea
[o7. Said I love you and meant it] no yes
[o8. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved] yea
[o9.Stayed up till 4 am on the phone] yea
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
[o1. Took a shower] at 6:15 in the morning 11AM 800am
[o2. Cried] last sunday praisefest friday new year's day
[o3. Watched a disney movie] ohh... i don't remember actually... maybe i should watch finding nemo soon. the incredibles on dvd. the incredibles on dvd. i need to watch more movies
[o4. Given/gotten a hug] today yesterday night jaz gave me a HUGE hug!!! yay! rosy gave me a hug on the 2nd. it was unexpected, and one of the best ever.
[o5. Been to the movies] terminator 3... bleh. really? you're asking me the last time i saw a movie? i think it was last year w/ frekin' garden state black snake moan @ the arclight with the brohams.
RANDOM QUESTIONS...
[o1. What are your favorite forms of jewelry] glasses :o)
[o2. Have you ever liked someone too young for you?] yea yes. but i won't get into that one further. i'm forced to nowadays.
[o3. Do you think you have multiple personalities?] yea no i've embraced it and i love it.
[o4. Ever walked in on someone changing or showering?] yea
[o5. What is the first thing you say on the phone?] many things... random things good evening. (regardless of the time of day) hey
[o6. What are you wearing?] my spop brown year shirt and pajammies.... i'm gonna wear the orange year shirt to complete the pajamma get-up jeans, my brown buttoned down shirt with my threadless "flowers in the attic" shirt over it, with brown shoews tying it all together my ten year old green corduroy pajamma shorts (that used to be corduroy), kuya's ozomatli shirt
[o7. What did you do yesterday?] the parents came over our place... we ate at pei wei, got hella groceries, and then spent the rest of the day looking for houses. then, i had a really fun directors dinner @ bj's. woke up for mass, went to mass, drove all the way back to the costco in LA to pick up my glasses, then i crashed at home home. my kuy paul & his family came over (his daughters are adroable!) to drop the jeep off, then me, mama and papa ate dinner. drove back to irvine and then went straight to PCN Senior Suite practice... that was my first practice ever. i hope i catch up. afterwards went home and read/slept. woke up, didn't go to mass. finished my laundry then drove back to irvine. worked on projects for a little bit then went to school. headed the alyansa meeting then went back home to pick up my camera and coat. went to you and i sushi with baucas, mel and sonnyboy. afterwards got gas, went back to the apartment, and spent the rest of the time on AIM.
[o8. Who was your last crush?] ? this xanga is too public to say anything. but my current crush relates to RQ #2. crushes are for whimps. what am i saying?
if you only knew. and if i could only say.
interesting how just 2 4 years can change your life.
vin.penny
it looks like its possibly time to put up my shielding again. no one sees this blog anyway, but next time i'll be sure to not take things for granted. i was probably overconfident, or even too slow. maybe i was just led on. i read the signs wrong. i don't know. but whatever happens, happens. and i hope its for the best. i'm tired. i'm just too tired of being the nice guy. if only nice girls didn't just go for guys that only had pretty faces and yet have no personality. i know i'm much better than that. blah blah blah. whine whine whine. regardless, i just don't want to ever go back driving back to LA empty and defeated. it sucks. feeling like shit sucks. being alone sucks.
maybe it sucked for you too, but it really hurt to just imagine what might've went down that night.
but you know what? i'm patient. i'll give it another chance. i'm not gonna give up. 2-3 years ago something like this would ruin my life. i'm old(er) and i'm wiser. girls are human beings too, right?
well, in other news (and to even out the mood), i bought a crapload of cds. hooray for amoeba! i got simple citizens, one of the samurai champloo soundtracks, the new clap your hands say yeah, muse's origins of symmetry cd, thievery corporation, silversun pickup's older ep, the good, the bad, and the queen, and the shins. i was also able to get nujabes' metaphorical music and modal soul too. i only had 10 of his songs but now the collection is more complete.
ALSO, going to the chinatown galleries was fun. at night, there's free alcohol/refreshments AND i saw adam savage from mythbusters there! how cool is that?! and i also saw one of my studio art TA's there as well. awkward.
its good to have the whole family back in LA again. without them i wouldn't have looked at the good side of things - i would've been an emotional wreck the whole day.
vin.penny
]]>i just talked to char recently and i'm glad she's doing okay! anyway, here's a piece from it
char: who do u kick it with now a days?
me: no one / i just go to meetings
char: wait.. what meetings?
me: yes, meetings:
pcn board
alyansa
asuci legislative council
umbrella council
siap
those aren't even any of the sub-meetings/committee meetings i also have to attend, either
and as soon as i said that... it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out why i'm burnt out. this week i only went to one class... but that's okay. i think. its kinda weird though to say that i had the most fun in a long time when i just hung out w/ a buddy watching a movie. i haven't done that in a while and, sad to say, its refreshing. i need to do more hanging out with good friends more. i need to devote more time to myself... fun fun hanging out play time.
therefore: i'd like to hang out with you. yes, you. whoever you are
PS: talking to old spoppers is awesome! yay aim. also. rain is great. please rain more, oh clouds! thanks.
vin.penny
Ever run for office? (School, club, organization, politics, etc.) Did you get elected?
yes. yes i have. puso board many times. also, i recently ran for legislative council. i was elected for the school of fine arts but ran unopposed. hahah.
vin.penny
and food coma was good. brazilian barbeque was tasty. or, i mean, tastey. i got into an argument with my bro to what would be more annoying: spelling "tasty" "tastey" or misusing a word, s.a. "your" and "you're". i get irritated more when people misuse a word. here's others:
Than, Then:
Than is a conjunction used in comparisons; then is an
adverb denoting time. That pizza is more than I can eat. Tom laughed, and then
we recognized him.
Hints: Than is used to compare; both words have the letter a in them.
Then tells when; both are spelled the same, except for the first letter.
There, Their, They're: There is an adverb specifying place; it is also an expletive.
Adverb: Sylvia is lying there unconscious. Expletive: There
are two plums left. Their is a possessive pronoun.
They're is a contraction of
they are. Fred and Jane finally washed their car.
They're later than usual
today.
Hints:If you are using there to tell the reader where, both words have h-e-r-e. Here is also a place.
If you are using their as a possessive pronoun, you are telling the reader what
"they own. Their has h-e-i-r, which also means heir, as in someone who inherits something. Both words have to do with ownership.
They're is a contraction of they are. Sound out they are in the sentence and see if it works. If it does not, it must be one of the previous versions.
To, Too, Two:
To is a preposition; too is an adverb; two is a
number. Too many of your shots slice to the left, but the last two
were right on the mark.
so there. i said it. i'm a grammar nazi. i don't care. LOL.Hints:If you are trying to spell out the number, it is always t-w-o.
Too is usually used as also when adding or including some additional information. Whenever you want to include something else, think of it as adding; therefore you also need to add an extra o.
vin.penny
seeing if this mugshot thing works and if it is actually catching this blog post. word.
vin.penny
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ok ok i promise i'll stick to this and update it, damnit.
btw, if you're reading this, i heart you. and now you know.
vin.penny
Do you remember your first flight? Where did you go? Why?
Submitted by Laurel.
humm... i don't vividly remember my first flight, but i'll speculate that it was a trip to san francisco from LA. i was probably 2 or 3 or something like that... probably to meet the family up in daly city. but i think a trip to SF isn't considered a real flight. if that's the case, then it would be the trip to hawaii less than a year afterwards. we went to hawaii for vacation...
vin.penny