2 posts tagged “burnt out”
i just talked to char recently and i'm glad she's doing okay! anyway, here's a piece from it
char: who do u kick it with now a days?
me: no one / i just go to meetings
char: wait.. what meetings?
me: yes, meetings:
pcn board
alyansa
asuci legislative council
umbrella council
siap
those aren't even any of the sub-meetings/committee meetings i also have to attend, either
and as soon as i said that... it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out why i'm burnt out. this week i only went to one class... but that's okay. i think. its kinda weird though to say that i had the most fun in a long time when i just hung out w/ a buddy watching a movie. i haven't done that in a while and, sad to say, its refreshing. i need to do more hanging out with good friends more. i need to devote more time to myself... fun fun hanging out play time.
therefore: i'd like to hang out with you. yes, you. whoever you are
PS: talking to old spoppers is awesome! yay aim. also. rain is great. please rain more, oh clouds! thanks.
vin.penny
threadless: secret love
lol. such an emo shirt. please show me you're still interested.
its the story of my life :)
i think i'm burning out. this isn't good. i got irritated at karl today. usually i'd just shrug it off but this time i just went offline right after he talked to me. same with extracurriculars - i just didn't want to go to the siap meeting today just because. egh.
i don't want to do my project. its supposed to be in flash, and its supposed to be fun, but i'll procrastinate until i end up doing an all nighter, which has been freakishly common since the beginning of the quarter. i don't think i lasted a week without going through an all nighter. that's probably why i'm feeling a tad (ok, maybe more than a tad) burnt out. i didn't even go to drawing class! and i like going to drawing class! what the hell?
oh, the ataris cd. i don't know, but i kinda don't like it too much. its a different sound. nothing like the older stuff. its a strange sound, but i'll probably have to listen it a couple of more times for me to like.
anyway. maybe i'm just tired. i need to catch up on sleep. but not after i finish my project. damnit.
vin.penny
